Nekomiou no Kimochi

Dead

2011-11-05T06:26:00.000-07:00

Hello,

Long time since I write here..

Feel like killing this blog...

Since I've no reader...

I hope I have a story to tell..

New Semester

2011-09-14T17:55:00.000-07:00

Hello,

My new semester has started. :) Yup, no emoticon today since Mozilla is super slow with my lappie. Plus the slow internet speed.

This new semester, I've got new friends. :) I don't know one of them yet but I know I will. Sadly, not cute guys. Hehe~

It just 3 days but I've already use 300$. So many things to buy. :( Not much money left. How I wish I've more money. But money never enough.

That's all,

Byebye~

::Hallu::

2011-08-21T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone,

I want to start a business of lens and skincare product with my bestfriend. What do you think?

Is it okay? Since I'm not sure what to post. That's all.

Byebye~

::Apologize::

2011-08-11T07:12:00.000-07:00

Hello~

I'm sorry that I didn't update for so long. I just don't what to update. Nothing interesting happen. I guess my life is so dull after all. Well, have to wait till it become interesting again.

Just one more month before the new semester start, exactly one month. Yahoo~!!I'll meet my friends and more expected, interesting also challenging events will happen. Can't wait~~.... ^_^

That's all..
Bye~

Ps: Sorry, too lazy to put emoticon.

::20 July::

2011-07-22T05:29:00.000-07:00

I know its already 22 July but still want to share my story on 20 July.

9 o'clock in the morning, I accidentally cut my finger. It bleed a lot. Everyone asked to treat it at clinic but I don't want. Because it just a small cut, I mean it only a finger. My friend who used to be a nurse helped me wrapped it. Thank you dear~

Then, after lunch hour my lecturer come. He insisted to look at my wound so I opened the gauze that wrapped it. Then it bleed as if it was a big wounded. I swear I could get a cup of blood if I let it for 5 minutes. It quickly wrapped it with tissues before it dropped on the floor because the blood dropped on the floor when it first bleed and I had to mopped it.

My lecturer quickly stood up and asked me to go to the clinic and gave his car's key. I wonder why he doesn't want to send me himself. He asked his assistant a.k.a the demi-chef to send me to the clinic. Guess what? Everyone wanted to accompany me. The car can only bring maximum 5 people but there are six persons who want to accompany me not including me.

My friend from the college had to give up. Poor her. Sorry Mummy (I call her Mummy because she is caring but love to lecture). 6 person in the car and it was really uncomfortable for me because I sat the back with 3 other persons. Luckily the clinic was near.

While the nurse treated me, the other five playing with blood pressure machine until there was no battery. Then they play with the weight measurement machine and I was injected. The nurse said, can't do anything to stop the bleed. Just have to wait till it stop. Did I come to the clinic just to get an injection? That's one of other reason why I don't want to go to clinic.

Still, I was happy because there are lots of people who still care. ^_^ Thanks guys. And there is one guy who are really really kind. Since I have to go back to the clinic to change the dressing of my wounded, he promised to accompany me again and he did.

Today, lunch time, he searched for me to remind me to go to the clinic and accompany me. Thanks~ ^_^ I wish you are my big brother.

That's all. Sorry for the long entry~

::Soldiers are strong::

2011-07-17T05:53:00.000-07:00

My post today is not about soldier but about my favourite book, A little Princess. Sara, the main character has a very hard life as a child, from a princess to a beggar but she never cry. She said "Soldier never cry and I must be strong like one,". Its a nice story with lots of inspiration. I used to use that quote but now, it seems harder for me. A small thing could make my eyes go teary. Once I cry, it hard to stop and I hate it. It'll affect my mood for whole week. I'm such a weak girl, am I? I cry a lot this month. You may not believe it but I cry almost everyday as if I lost someone close to me. I'll cry until I sleep.

However, I can't go on like this. I must grow stronger. ^_^ I will and I must be strong. I'll try my best to face tomorrow as a new and better day.

::More lens::

2011-07-15T05:12:00.000-07:00

My friends and I really love the lens. We found smaller diameter with pretty design and colour of Koreans lens. But I thought I want to save my money for something else like dress or blouse.

Should I buy the lens or save the money? Please, tell me your opinion.

That's all..

::No more Tompok::

2011-07-11T05:11:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone..

I just want to say that my cat, Tompok is dead because of an accident.

I found his body laying beside the road with lots of dry blood.

He looks horrible.

I'm sad, I cried, still crying and don't know when will I stop crying.

Sorry, no mood for emoticons.

Bye bye..

::Black lens::

2011-07-10T04:28:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone..
Since I already made a promise to papa to make a review for my new koreans lens... I made this
post..
Name: Barbie King Black
Diameter: 16mm
Advantages: It make my eyes look bigger, darker and dolly...
Disadvantages: I'm not really comfortable with it maybe because I never wear such big diameter..

See the different?

That's all,

::Bored Working Day::

2011-07-04T20:31:00.000-07:00

Hello~

I'm currently supposedly working but the boss is not here so no work.

Yay!! Opss, shhhh~ Don't tell him I'm blogging while he is not here..

sorry there are no emoticon today because office's PC is not updated. :(

I was reading my ex-bestie blog and she was sad that she didn't get pointer 3.5 which means no dean list.. It reminds me of my own result....I don't get 3.5 too..

:(( I'm sad and I cry for almost 2 hours.. Hehe~ Just have to work harder next semester..

^_^

I miss Oddies..

Wish could make another oddies day-out

Oddies blog is not updated..

Will updated it..

Thats all..

Bye bye~

::Little Bird::

2011-07-03T05:28:00.001-07:00

We went to Shah Alam so I can bank in my contact lens payment... Although actually I don't have much money left.

Then, my father found a bird that was attacked by other bigger birds.... So pity...We brought the bird back home and released it.

It so cute, I held it all the way home...

The shopkeeper say that my contact lens may be arrive by this wednesday or thursday...

Can't wait...

That's all...

Almost 4 months

2011-07-01T23:28:00.000-07:00

Almost 4 months I didn't update this blog...
Sorry~ But don't worry nothing special ever happen to me in this 4 months...
Normal classes, then semester break and I've a practical training for 3 months.
This parctical training will be over at 7/8.. Yay!! Can't wait for that time..

I'm ordering 2 pairs of korean lens... But can't get out of the house to pay it. Help me~~!!
I guess I've to wait for next week~
That's all..

::Blink Blink::

2011-03-03T11:10:00.000-08:00

Olla~

I'm sleepy now. That's why I keep blinking my eyes so I won't sleep.

Not because I'm studying but because I am waiting for someone.

But I've quiz tomorrow.

Study? Yup, I did study. But in this sleepy condition, haish~

Well, maybe I'll sleep while waiting.

Nyte~

Good Bye~

::Emotion::

2011-02-24T16:26:00.000-08:00

Hello~

Again, no emoticon for this post. T__T

Yay~! As the week almost over but next week is twice busy than this week.

Hope next week run faster than this.

I will not go home this weekend because of the overload work.

^^ Still, glad that i still have time to update this.

2 hours from now, I'll have a test. Wish me luck~

That's all.

Byebye~

::Sleepy::

2011-02-18T20:02:00.000-08:00

I'm sleepy.
Yesterday was a very tiring day. I escape class to join an academic event. I had to wear high heel from 10.am to 7.pm and I can't sit. I don't wear high heel so I'm not used to it. I served VVIP for tea and I have no time to eat.

That night, I had to go to a talk. We were supposed to go by bus but then, the bus was cancelled and we have to walk. Luckily, we returned by bus. I slept at 1.am and woke up at 9.00 am~ Its a long sleep, very long one compare to normal. I usually sleep for 4-5 hours, sometimes 6 hours. Although I had a very long sleep, I still feel sleepy. Maybe I'll take a nap.

That's all~

::No Emoticon::

2011-02-08T17:48:00.000-08:00

Hello~

I can't use my Fire Fox now so, T_T no emoticon for this post~

This week was busy, is busy and will be not busy because Thursday and Friday will be holiday~!!! ^^ Today class will start at 11.30 am and end at 10.30 pm.

I'm suppose to present a joke in front of the class today but right now, I don't have any. T_T I do have one but they say it is not funny. Haiz~

When there's no emoticon, my post look shorter~ T____T

About the menu I design, it was sea bass~ Hehe~ Since others keep using chicken and steak, I decide to use fish~ Plus it was easier to be made. ^^

Thats all~

Byebye~

#149

2011-02-06T01:45:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone~
Today is the last day of my mid sem break and guess what, I still don't finish my assignment.

And I'm nervous... How can I finish it?

I think tonight I'll stay up to finish it~ Don't worry, I pretty sure my roommates are having the same fate. hehe~

By the day~ Happy Lunar New Year~ ^^ Hope this bunny year will bring more luck for you~

That's all~

::Assignment Paused::

2011-02-01T01:01:00.000-08:00

Since now is the mid semester break, the lecturers give us a lot of assignments. However, up till now(the 5th day), I still don't start in doing any of them and I have only another 5 days to finish it.

Let me see, hmm.... I have to design a menu, so if there any food that you like, please tell me. So I can put it in my menu.

Today, I'll relax and I'll try to force myself to start working on the assignments tomorrow~ Yosh~ Gambatte~!!

Thats all,

::Sickness::

2011-01-28T07:18:00.000-08:00

Hello~ Hope you all in good health because I'm not. This week I've to face a fever and it still here.

Now, headache attack~ I'm too lazy to go to the clinic so I don't know what my real sickness is. Since it is not worse so I don't care much.

That's all,

Take care~

::Clean::

2011-01-21T19:10:00.000-08:00

Hello~
*cough cough* I think this place is dusty. Need to clean it up. Hehe~

Been almost a month since my last post. I'm sorry for not updating. Life kinda busy since the semester has started.

Recently, I've been elected to become a high committee members in a student society. Not expected but I'm happy. However, when they hold a meeting to select high committee for events, my name is not mentioned. Not only me but my friends who has the position in the society don't have any position for the events. We've been in the society since our first semester ( this is my 2nd ;]) and in the first semester, our names will always written in almost all events.

Looking at the bright sight, I'll have less work to do. More time to relax. Maybe I could spend more time to draw or write or blogging.

That's all~

::Can't Wait::

2010-12-15T08:28:00.000-08:00

January will come.
I just can't wait for it.
It is surprising because it means I'll be busy with classes.
Most people enjoy holidays.
I think I have enough of holidays now and I needs a break from it.

I'm not really sure why I want January to come.
Maybe because I miss class.
Maybe because I bored.
Maybe because I can't wait for my account be filled.
Maybe because I miss my friends.
Maybe because I want freedom.

Whatever the reason, I just can't wait. When January come, this blog will be silent and you can see spider web everywhere. Advanced sorry from me.

I want you to see it and praise me but you are not here

Award 3#

2010-12-14T03:24:00.000-08:00

Third award from CharNina~

Rules:

1. Accept the award

2. Post it in your blog and tag the blogger who granted you the award

3. Pass the lovely award to other bloggers that you've met along the way

4. Inform them that they have been chosen to receive the award

Hrmm, who wants award~?? ^^ To all my followers and good affies. Take it~ ^^

Tag #3

2010-12-07T23:32:00.000-08:00

I got a tag from Susan and Papa and Sherry. Thanks~

1. Why did you create this blog?
Because I think blog is one of the nicest place to express myself.

2. What kind of blogs do you follow?
Any blog which I have interest in. ^^

3. Favourite makeup brand?
None, its not that I don't wear it but I don't mind which brand.

4. Favourite clothing brand?
None, I don't mind if the clothes is branded or not as long as its cute.

5. Your indespensible makeup product:
Probably eyeliner~ ^^

6. Your favourite colour:
None, but I don't like green much~

7. Your perfume:
I don't use one

8. Your favourite film
None~

9. What country would you like to visit and why?
Korea and Japan because I love them. ^^

10. Make the last question yourself and answer: Am I happy?
Of course~

And I tag anyone who read this. ^^

::Drawing #3::

2010-12-07T01:20:00.000-08:00

Another drawing~ Inspired from the twins, Kagamine Rin and Len.
But this one has a special reason for me to draw and colour it.
The reason is secret~

Thanks for commenting on the previous drawing.
It really support me.
That's all for today.

I'm happy, truly happy, thank you

::Award #2::

2010-12-05T23:38:00.000-08:00

Hello, just wanna to post this award that I got from Sherry.
I give this to my readers, followers and my affies. ^^

::Drawing #2::

2010-12-04T07:23:00.000-08:00

Today, I've done something that I never finish before.
It is colouring.
It's kinda shameful but I never finish colouring any of my drawing.
This is the first and I know, it's ugly.
But I'll try to work harder next time.
For those who has experience in this please help me.

My friend says it is sexy. A bit, maybe.

Just comment what you like. I'm sensitive but criticism always help.

That's all,

::Vocaloid Fandom::

2010-12-03T20:53:00.000-08:00

New Fandom~ Yay~!!!
Bachan keeps posting video in facebook and I keep clicking it~ lol!
Yeah, and it lead me to more and more videos of vocaloids.
Those video is addictive and make me click more and more.

There are more vocaloids but I'm too lazy to search for their picture. So enjoy watching those four. Plus my favourite; Kagamine Len is there. ^^ And Hatsune Miku which is kinda popular~

PS: Bachan, I truly like Kagamine Rin - I like you, I love you~ ^^ thanks for posting it.

This is from Kagamine Len although I believe the original song is from Hatsune Miku.
Enjoy~

Where are you when I need you the most

Award #1

2010-12-02T00:55:00.000-08:00

I got an award~ Thanks to papa.

Here are the rules to follow when you accept

''The Versatile Blogger'' Award

1. Thank and link back to who gave you the award.
2. Share seven things about yourself.
3. Pass it along to seven blogs you've recently discovered and enjoy.
4. Leave you recipients a note, telling them about the award.

Yosh! Time for 7 thing about me~ ^^
1. I love imagining things~ Especially when I need to cheer up myself.
2. I love cats. It's kinda obvious, right?
3. My favourite book is Little Princess. It's a nice story book for girls.
4. I easily have crush on people. Yeah~ And it always hurts me.
5. I love drawing although I'm not good at it. I always draw when I'm bored even when I'm in class.
6. I love writing. My recent blogger friends may not know this.
7. Lastly, I love G-dragon, Big Bang leader~ lol!

I'll give this award too~
Anyone who wants it since I don't have much blogger friends. hihihi~

Out from home

2010-12-01T03:33:00.000-08:00

Today I went out for wall stickers hunting. It's for my mom actually. Then the van broke down and I stuck in the workshop for hours. I've promise with papa to online but I break it~

I'm sorry...

December is here~ Yatta! Means winter, school break, Christmas and New Year~!!

Tomorrow is Hikaru's and my little sister birthday~ She wants ice cream cake for her birthday~ Well, it's her request for every year actually. My mom and dad are okay with it~ And I kinda jealous because since I enter secondary school, there's no cake or gift for me.

I know. I'm not a good sister.
That's all.

Thought I can meet you today, I'm sure we'll meet again

::Night Morning::

2010-11-28T08:24:00.000-08:00

Now is night morning which means it morning but it still night.
Acually it's a term I take from a cartoon show; Fanboy and Chum Chum.

Last three days I paint my room. I thought that I'll show you some part of my room. It's not big so don't judge it size by the pictures.

This is when I put aside all things on my bed. So the shelf is empty.

This is the paint. Looks like white but actually cream.

This is when we are about to start painting.

My messy bed. It doesn't look like one.

Then, the result including after I adhere wall stickers.

Kitties are helping me painting my room. hihihi~

I don't know what that kitties want. But it's cute~

Kitties on shelf. This one can be compared to the previous pictures.

Kitties on shelf 2. Hihi~ Closer look. ^^

The end.

Today, I went to the muddy beach and take this picture. Somehow, I think it's lovely. Thanks to my lil' sister. ^^

That's all.

'`'`Hello`'`'

2010-11-26T04:39:00.000-08:00

How are you?
Really hope you're healthy and happy.

Today I clean up my room because I really mess it up yesterday.
Satisfied with the result.
Tomorrow, I'll go shopping for the wall sticker.
And I'll choose it with my sister.

That's all from me today.

I'm happy if you are happy. So, please be happy.

|::Room colour::|

2010-11-24T16:57:00.000-08:00

Good morning since it's morning here in Malaysia.

Today I'll change the colour of my room.

So excited!! It must be super beautiful.
The current colour of my room is white.
My little sister and I will paint it cream.
Then I'll adhere the wall sticker~

Some of you may not know what is wall sticker.
This is the sample photo~ Cute isn't it? ^^
Of course there are lots and lots of other designs~

That's all for today~

::Interesting::

2010-11-23T05:58:00.000-08:00

How are you?
Hope you're in a good health physically and mentally.
^^

Just now, I read a post, an interesting one.
May be interesting for you?
And that's why I interested to share.

Here

Hope you find it interesting too~

Lazyness layout

2010-11-21T21:01:00.000-08:00

Hello~
I change my layout~
because I think it's too dark...
But I'm too lazy for blog layout hunting....
So this is the result of my laziness~

You don't recognize me~!

Then, let me go away~

Fairygodpapa and Nekoderella~

2010-11-21T07:31:00.000-08:00

My laptop no longer detect the internet connection.

I have no choice but to draw... one of my favorites hobbies....
This one is based on my new shirt~ cute isn't it?

This is Fairygodpapa and Nekoderella~ ^^ I love this~

That's all

Public Holiday

2010-11-16T18:11:00.000-08:00

Today is a holiday.
Happy Eid Mubarak to every Muslims.

I wonder how you guys celebrate it.
Is it starting with a bath, then prayers then slays the cows or goats?

If you ask me, this year, it is the same as the other public holiday. Kinda sad isn't it?
No watching cows and goats being slayed.
No going back to mom's or dad's hometown.
Just me and laptop.
Everyone is wishing each other in Facebook. At least that make me feel like I'm celebrating it too~

So, what kind of day today?
I'm waiting for the answer and gonna find out.
That's all.

Love Chocotop

2010-11-14T21:01:00.000-08:00

I'm glad that my life is getting better.
No more love and heart problem.

The weather now is so hot,
Last time it keeps raining.
But at least no problem in laundry.

I think I make someone mad just now,
But that person says it's okay,

feel so relieve~
Still I say, I'm sorry

And for those who mad with me,

I'm truly sorry~

Owh, my friends just start a blog.
Love Chocotop
What a cute name, isn't it?
It remind me of chocolate lollipop which I truly like.

That's all from me today,

So today

2010-11-11T17:42:00.000-08:00

'So today' is a song from Ft Island but today post is not related to it...
So today, what should I do?
I have no mood to write since yesterday.... Sorry for papa, oddies and the readers (if I've one)
I'm so confused. The truth is the closer I am to you, the more I feel that I actually like the other you although the reason I approach you is to forget the other you.

Maybe I should just run away from both of you but I seriously do not want to lost you as friend~ We are friends right? I really enjoy all conversations we had and I believe I'll enjoy it in the future too.
Lalalala~ I believe we are friend or maybe not reach that level yet. If we reach that friend level, let's stay to that level~
Although I'm writing all these, I won't let you read this. Why? Because I'll be too shy to face and talk to you after that.

That's all for today post~ ^^ Byebye~

It's about you again

2010-11-10T19:26:00.000-08:00

Why do you do this to me?
Ignoring me~

I'm sorry if I ever annoy you,
I know, you're bored talking with me

How could you left me?

Wait, you can't read this right?

Great~!
Because I gonna kill you~ Kill! Kill! Kill!

Haish~ You make me hate you but at the same time like you~

I better off this way~

Enough with this stupid drama~

Neko desu~

2010-11-09T20:12:00.000-08:00

It's neko desu~
Now I'm home so I probably can update this more often now.

Recently I learn how to add emoticon to blog,
So this post will be filled with it.

Now, all post in this blog will be out in my Facebook notes,
So Papa can read it.

Papa emoticon~! LOL!
But I think I'll update my notes more often than blogger.

Yosh~!
I'll finish house chore today and tonight will continue with writing~
I hope I could finish The Mansion before new semester starts...

That's all,

Detto~

2010-11-08T10:55:00.001-08:00

Since my exam is finished, and jisan mo, jisan, papa and me go for a date. ^^

So happy although we just spending time walking and looking around...

Next time we go, make sure have lots of money and time....

Gomen for making the date shorter...

I'll try to make more time for the next date....

Ah~ Good news... I get hostel for next semester... ^^

so happy that I can save money...

Slow Loading~

2010-11-04T08:37:00.000-07:00

Since the loading is so slow and someone doesn't want to chat with me anymore....
I'm bored and so I post this....
I miss papa, her messages and wallie posts...
T.T
Dear connection,
Please be kind to papa~

I'm watching Dareka ga watashi ni kisu wo shita...
Kinda exciting except for the slow loading which spoil the story....
lol~!

You!!!! How dare you left me while I'm sulking?? haish~

No use~ You won't read this~

Isn't it look like 'mama' emoticon?? the problem is, it's not an emoticon.. it's an avatar~ T.T

That's all what I want to express~ byeby~

Huh? Ops~! Ouch~

2010-10-26T21:57:00.000-07:00

A motorcycle accidentally hit me last night..

but I'm fine...

Just glad I'm still alive

yosh~!

exam week now..

study for live~

Push forehead with pointing finger

2010-10-18T15:12:00.000-07:00

That's what I'm doing right now

This is because of the overload assignment and test and final examination on next week.

I'm sorry I don't update this blog for quite hrm... a long time I guess

But my Facebook is still alive also my Twitter..

So add me there if you really want to know what's happening to me

although I know most of you don't concern about it

I'm having a tummy ache along with headache luckily no fever

Good~

Cause I hate fever

It make me sleep all day and night

No time to have fun

lol~! as if I have fun right now

Nothing new except someone add me on Facebook and when I say thanks there's no reply

Ignore that

I miss writing fictions

huhu~~

T.T

As soon as I free from all these studying stuff

I'll continue writing

Oh~! I lost my teddy bear

Someone took it

Who?

I don't know~

That's all

see you next time

Wow!!

2010-09-07T09:02:00.000-07:00

They are super young but their debut song is so WOW!!
Age range is 14 to 18.

Introduce to you Teen Top.
Debut on 9th July this year.

Super cute~!!

Just found their mv on Youtube.

Most people says the are baby 2PM.

I found a bit of Shinee in them.

But I'm sure soon they'll find their own identity.

Ps: Video is not mine.

121st~

2010-09-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

I love 21.

It my favourite number.

I'm home.

Friends around me keep saying I'm lucky.

They don't know the real condition of my house.

It is not as paradise as people always say.

No more explaination.

Bye bye~

Happy Eid.

Sad for me

2010-08-29T05:56:00.000-07:00

Recently, when my friend was watching a video from a concert, I told her that the guy in the video is cute and she said that guy has passed away three years ago because of a car accident.

So I make a few researches and find out that his story is so sad. His nickname is Big. He was okay after the accident but after a while he had headache and the doctor said he got brain infection because he inhaled water from the tunnel where he fell. So he went for brain surgery.

Big before the surgery

After the surgery he fell into coma. I'm not sure for how long because I found videos and pictures showing that that he lied helplessly but not in coma. He act like a child. Four years after the surgery he passed away.

I just get to know him but he is gone. T.T His face reminds me a lot of my current crush. This is sad for me. I cry even I never know him before.

Please, I don't want any person that I know become like this.

Any info and pictures here are not from me.

New crush for new life

2010-08-18T21:03:00.000-07:00

I have new friends

new room

new lecturer

everything new including crush~

hehe~

Yosh!

Let's start a new life~

Oh Please~

2010-07-15T21:22:00.000-07:00

I don't know how much of this 'magic' words will do it.

however, when the chance is still there I'll say it.

Again and again.

In my prayers, my daily routine.

Oh, please~

A day in Holiday

2010-06-20T09:04:00.000-07:00

This school break, my family didn't go anywhere so to make it up my parents brought us to i-city.

Light trees from far ^^

Some of the lights from close view

Animals! not real though T.T

That's all. I have fun although we stuck there about an hour because of the traffic jam.

Just Want to

2010-06-08T09:24:00.000-07:00

Yosh!

I have started watching Bloody Monday Season 2 online,

My hard disk is going to explode if I download it,

The lines after this is just some long stupid philosophy,

don't read if you can't stand it.

I just want to express my silly thoughts.

Just wondering,

Can I really continue after I pause?

Or I can't

why?

Fear of failure.

I tend to forget something that I like after I stop doing it.

No matter what it is,

Recently, I watch a lot of YamaShi fanvids,

It makes me feel nostalgic,

I suddenly want to turn back the time,

So, that I won't stop editing videos,

But, even if I turn back,

The chance of me to continue editing is none,

because at that time

I don't even want to stop,

the surrounding forces me to stop,

I need to start learning from basic if I want to continue,

and I don't have enough time for that.

Please, let me continue writing even if I'm the worst at it.

Huwaa~

2010-05-30T08:18:00.000-07:00

I miss my cat,

T.T

Hi everyone,

Long time no see,

I'm glad I can post again,

Although I'm not sure what to say,

I have to many thing to do,

and I can't grant all my wishes,

and my wish now,

is to grant all my wishes,

Hehe~

Hey Genie!

Come and grant my wish,

and I'll set you free,

As that's your wish.

Till we meet again~

Ja na~

Smargs Won't Sing

2010-05-07T10:04:00.000-07:00

It's a title of a manga I read recently.

OneShot manga.

Today update just for updating my manga lists.

I use my mangaupdates account for listing the manga I read.

Wish List

Reading List

Complete List

That's all

A POV

2010-05-02T01:11:00.000-07:00

I love you,

I want you to be happy,

If you love someone else,

It is fine,

As long as you are happy,

But it that person hurt you,

I promise to protect you,

I'll kill that person if I should,

Even if you'll hate me for it.

Amrita

2010-04-21T09:45:00.000-07:00

Kikasete natsukashii uta wo

tooku de kuchizusande

seinaru mitsu no you ni yume no you ni

sono naka de nemurasete

Doushite sekai wa sakasa ni muryoku ni nagareteku no?

Yuuyake

itsuka mita akane kumo

soba ni irenai sono kawari ni

Gin-iro no ame ga futte kitara watashi da to omotte

namida wo fuite

Massugu ni hada ni ochiru ryuusei

furitsudzukete sono kata ni amurita

Daichi ga naite iru yoru wo

kanjiru kokoro de ite

anata no kizuguchi ga itamu nara

sora ni negai no yumiya wo utsu

Gin-iro no ame ga futte kitara watashi da to omotte

jikan wo tomete

Chiheisen hibiki wataru shizuku

tashika na mono

ano hibi ni amurita

Gin-iro no ame ga futte kitara watashi da to omotte

namida wo fuite

Massugu ni hada ni ochiru ryuusei

anata ni furu ame ni naru amurita

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I just want to show my new favorite song.

I want to paste the translation here but it will take much space.

Credit: Animelyricdotcom

Huwaa~!

2010-04-18T11:02:00.000-07:00

I never knew that Shugo Chara have 3 seasons.

Season 1 and 2 have 51 episodes,

while 3 have 25 episodes.

So many,

T.T

my lappie could explode if I download all,

so I decide to download Vampire Knight first.

I have finish with Full Metal Alchemist,

Will watch it soon.

My drama list is in hiatus right now,

Will continue it when I finish the anime list.

then,

I can make a new list.

*waiting for the moment*

___________________________________

Let's pretend,

I'm a princess,

You are a prince,

When the time come,

Fate will help us together,

With our destiny.

New List?

2010-04-15T10:06:00.000-07:00

I probably make a new list for readable material or specifically, MANGA

The list might be as same as the anime list,

There are some dramas still are not uploaded,

For torrent I mean,

So probably watch it online

or direct download.

Haish~

Some of the anime list also can't be complete,

because some of it still not complete~

Yosh~!

Let's make a new list with new items to watch.

Tagged~ ^^

2010-04-12T08:01:00.000-07:00

___________________

Being a writer give you the power to create characters,

However,

It is not the same with creating human.

--If--

2010-04-05T03:56:00.000-07:00

If I were a month, I’d be September
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Saturday
If I were a time of day, I’d be 6am
If I were a planet, I’d be Earth
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a Squid
If I were a direction, I’d be East
If I were a piece of furniture,I’d be a Cupboard
If I were a historical figure, I’d be Sarah Bolton
If I were a liquid, I’d be Hot Chocolate
If I were a gemstone, I’d be a Emerald
If I were a tree, I’d be a Apple Tree
If I were a tool, I’d be a Drill
If I were a flower, I’d be a Lily
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be an Winter
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a Piano
If I were a color, I’d be Baby Blue
If I were an emotion, I’d be Bored
If I were a fruit, I’d be a Grape
If I were a sound, I’d be the Bell
If I were an element, I’d be Carbon
If I were a car, I’d be a BMW
If I were a food, I’d be a Rice
If I were a place, I’d be the South Korea
If I were a material, I’d be a Wool
If I were a taste, I’d be Sour
If I were a scent, I’d be a flower
If I were an object, I’d be an Chair
If I were a body part, I’d be the Heart
If I were a facial expression, I’d be a Smiling
If I were a song, I’d be My Heaven - Big Bang
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be Wedges

Anyone can do this if you want. ^^

Yokatta na~

2010-04-03T23:41:00.000-07:00

Internet is back.

I have finished 4 from the list "let's watch"

Now, I'm watching Tsubasa Chronicle,

and downloading Shojoko Seira,

It's exciting.

Review

Title: Lucky Star

Genre: Comedy

Fav. Character: Iwasaki Minami

Least Fav. Character: none

Comment: At first, I was really blur because I don't know which character but it was getting exciting and fun.

Rating: 4/5

Title: Myself; Yourself

Genre: Drama

Fav. Character: Sana Hidaka

Least Fav. Character: Nanaka Yatsushiro

Comment: It has many secret to be revealed along the story. However, it a bit mess up at the ending. It is still a nice story.

Rating: 3/5

Title: Samurai High School
Fav. Character: Mochizuki Kotaro
Least Fav. Character: Nagasawa AI
Comment: I watch this because of Miura Haruma. I don't understand the ending actually.
Rating: 3/5

Title: Iris

Genre: Action

Fav. Character: Kim Seon Hwa

Least Fav. Character: Choi Seung Hee

Comment: It has a slow start. I don't like the ending. However, I love the suspense used in the drama.

Rating: 4/5

Angsty

2010-03-25T23:43:00.000-07:00

T.T

A very sad anime.

Myself Yourself

I'll cry if I watch it alone.

But, my lil bro came in when the sad part come.

So, can't cry.

hehe~

But it's a great anime.

Focusing on the plot of every main character.

I love it.

Probably will watch it again.

Right now, I'm watching the second last episode.

Sad that it will end soon.

but I've lots more to watch.

So, can't wait ne~

Loading

2010-03-23T20:12:00.000-07:00

I give up loading for drama so I'll just download it.

I have finish download Samurai High School.

Now, I'm downloading Iris.

So, I'll watch Samurai High school first.

If the download still not finish by the time I finish watching Samurai High School.

I'll just wait and watch anime till it complete.

Yosh!

That's a good plan, right?

I have to cook so, see you in the next post.

Hey~!

2010-03-23T08:02:00.000-07:00

I think I have to make a schedule.

For people life is bored.

But for me,

there's a lot to do.

Here, to-do list in a day

Load anime and drama 2
hang clothes
feed kitties 1
sweep the floor
Cook
Shower 1
lunch ~~must include! It takes time too,~~
watch anime and drama 1
watch big bang vid
pick up the dry clothes
Fold the clothes
feed the kitties 2
Shower2
Dinner
Load anime and drama 2
write fanfic and original fic
Watch anime and drama 2

I am busy! Right?

maybe I should print this and do a check list everyday.

For those who have history with my lj, kochi~!

Let's Watch!

2010-03-22T23:28:00.000-07:00

I have prepared a lot of dramas and anime for me to watch for this long holiday.

Let's see the list.

Anime

~~Lucky Star (ep 24 + OVA)~~
~~Myself; Yourself (ep 13)~~
~~Happiness(ep12)~~
~~Tsubasa Chronicle (season 1&;2, tokyo revelation & shunraiki)~~ ~~I've been craving for this since long time ago~~
~~Black Cat~~
~~Fullmetal Alchemist~~
Shugo Chara
~~Vampire Knight Season 2~~
~~Darker than black (Season 1)~~
Eureka 7

Dramas

~~Iris (Korea) (ep 20)~~
~~Samurai High School (ep 9)~~
~~Shojoko Seira (ep 10)~~
Bloody Monday Season 2
~~Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge(ep 10)~~
Orthros no Inu ~~need to finish it~~
~~Hidarime Tantei~~
Tokujo Kabachi
Sotsu Uta

The list is not permanent. I may add more and more dramas and animes to watch.

I'll update this list and cross the one that I have watch.

Lucky Star

2010-03-20T22:35:00.000-07:00

I want to meet,

My lucky star,

Which give me light,

Even when it far,

And once I meet,

My lucky star,

Here is my promise,

We won’t be apart,

To my lucky star,

Don’t be Mar,

Close to Earth,

Never meet each other,

To my lucky star,

Don’t be far,

Cause it hard,

For my heart,

Promise me my lucky star,

Keep your aim and prime,

Even if it is a crime,

Till the end of time.

_______________________________________

Suddenly feel like writing it.

At Last

2010-03-19T09:44:00.000-07:00

I'm free of Hiatus..

hehe~

As what G-D say as Samonim, when we are parted, say

Good Bye

But it's hard for me.

T_T

Now, I'm back to the Neko as the Nekonotango~

Back to writing fanfiction.

Maybe a bit of original fiction.

I'm not good with language.

But I try to improve.

I need BOOK

to be read and used with the new Magnetic Bookmark

Need to buy one~

To Teslians,

I love you,

Thanks for everything
I'll be missing you,

P/S: Papa, mama is back!! ^^

Hiatus

2010-03-06T09:54:00.000-08:00

I'll be hiatus in two weeks time for examnination.

I'll come back and spam this blog everyday.

Maybe my comeback date will be on

20th March

Not sure about it.

I don't really like the environment in my house.

So maybe a bit late.

Still home~

2010-03-05T19:05:00.000-08:00

I'm wondering when can I go to college back.

Hrmm....

Why can't I go to college?

Busy?

What is that?

Huh?

I still don't understand.

I guess,

I just have to spend another day with sitting in front of my lappie.

*sigh*

Great Feeling~

2010-03-05T02:09:00.000-08:00

Falling in love is a great feeling? I wonder too. Maybe yes maybe no. When we be a fan, is that love? or its another feeling?

Its so irony that I write fanfic about love but never know the real meaning. Or its because I never experience it?

Hrrmm.... whatever is love.. I still love PAPA, Nad, my friend n my family~

Still not in the mood of doing work. As usual, maybe last minute work. Haha~ At least I had finished 20% of the work. 80% will be done on the night before the due date.

Is laughing considered as a sign of happiness? or smiling is enough? Because I just done laughing and now I'm smiling.

Not Updated~

2010-03-03T21:54:00.000-08:00

I'm so not updated anymore... I notice that I didn't know much about HSJ but I don't notice that I'm not updated with my favourite actors. T__T *crying some more*

Kamiki acts in Bloody Monday season 2 as a guest in episode 6. Such a different character~ You can read more here.

While Mirai also acts in a new drama, the first episode is here.

Maki also act in new drama ~ Tokujo Kabachi... with Sakurai Sho [Arashi]....

*Still crying* I have to watch all of them in next holiday!!

Heartbreaker~

2010-03-03T07:34:00.000-08:00

I change the layout of this blog today. I found a heartbreaker layout but it's too heartbreaker. I want the cute one not a hrm... cool one...

I read a love letter today. It's sweet but... it may originally not for me...

I done writing the prologue and character profile for our fanfic. yay! Please don't ask about assignment..... I don't feel like holding a pen.

hehe~

I'm falling,

Please take my hand,

Opss~

2010-03-02T03:20:00.000-08:00

I suppose to continue the fanfic but I make this instead. ^^ This love by G-dragon but plus my voice for the chorus~ because I just love this song! Okay~ Have to continue the fanfic~

Please listen to it!

I'm not good at singing, I know.

New Fandom!

2010-03-01T21:52:00.000-08:00

Sella influence me to a new fandom~~

G- Dragon!

from Big Bang~

Sella, I'll kill you for corrupting my mind. ^^ But don't worry, I'll never take your Tae Yang (YB).. He's yours...

and also your Shin Woo...

I'm thinking of new fanfic consist of all oddies and also HSJ.maybe will add others like Mirza as our best friend too. I have think of the intro and will reveal it soon~ It's not AU and no fantasy or magic but fully love and comedy... I hope it'll succeed to make you laugh and cry~

Photo Credit to Music Asia

Flower for Algernon!!

2010-02-27T20:58:00.000-08:00

Got to do it!!!

What new Charlie's feeling of old Charlie?

Anry?

"I'm not your friend. I'm your enemy. I'm not going to give up my intelligence without a struggle. I can't go back down into that cave. There's no place for me to go now, Charlie. So you've got to stay away." Page 161/199

huwaa~~~ don't know~ shiranai! Did he hate the old Charlie?? sympathy maybe?

"I've discovered that nobody really cares about Charlie Gordon, whether he's a moron or a genius." Page 158/199

Hrmm... not sure~~haish~ but in the end the old Charlie get his body back...so what do you think??

Last day~

2010-02-24T17:46:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of study~ and hrmm... I don't know what to do...we are busy but still, I'm stealing some time now to post something although as usual I don't know what to post. Our drama had ended. I don't sure whether it's a success or not. but I love my character~ lovely character~

I love you,

Do you love me ?

2010-02-20T03:37:00.000-08:00

One day there's a girl with a very long black hair covering her face, in the middle of the rain. She stands alone.
Hello! I'm Neko. and I just want to do a voice recording using sound recorder. Okay! Nowadays, oh, Recently, most of the people sick, why I don't know. most of people coughcough and achow chow.. maybe because of the weather. It becomes hotter and warmer everyday. the rain is really heavy too.. haah, so many people ill. Dunno what to say... okay la~ tadaa..bye~

__________________________________________

Bored~ as usual...

The day

2010-02-14T06:06:00.000-08:00

I feel like writing something today after someone told me that he want to write today. I guess I can try the same thing too. So, here it is.

The birds were chirping outside the window. She could hear it. The sunlight had entered the room and brightened it. She could feel the light although her eyes were closed. She was lying on her light pink bed, still covered with the thick comforter. Her black neck-length hair was sprawled on the pink cotton pillow. Slowly, she opened her eyes. The dark brown irises were looking at the ceiling, still for a moment. Today is the day, she thought. She had decided last night and now she was sure she could do it. She must do it and it must be today.

“Kairi!” A voice called her name.

“I’m awake, mom!” She replied, quickly stood up and made her bed. She quickly had a bath and get ready.

Kairi looked at the mirror. Today, her appearance was a bit different. For the first time, she wore make-up with a school uniform. These were the best tie and skirt she ever had; the whitest sock and garment too. All the best for today; a very special day.

“Kairi,” She quickly turned to the voice.

“Mai,” She called the name softly.

Mai walked towards her with a smile. She took Kairi hand and brought her into the classroom. Kairi had stood there for too long. Mai knew. She always knew if it was Kairi.

“Still thinking?” Mai asked when they had sat at their seat.

“No, I’ve decide,” Kairi said confidently.

“You’ll tell him?” Mai asked again, looked at Kairi curiously. Kairi paused. She looked at Mai before she nodded.

“It’s starting. Please go to the hall now,” A boy suddenly entered the classroom and walked away.

Kairi looked around. Where is he, she wondered. He was not in the class just now. Probably he met his friends from the other class. However, he must be here somewhere. There is he. Kairi smiled. He didn’t notice she was there but it’s okay. It was always like that. It was always enough just to see him. He was sitting among his friend from the class. Kairi was really glad that he was in her class.

“Kairi, go!” Mai said after the ceremony end. Everyone was congratulating each other. More and more of the members of the hall walked out, taking nice memory photo and chatting.

“I can’t see him,” Kairi said, worried.

“Go and try to find him. Go!” Maid told Kairi again. Kairi quickly rushed between the people, searching for him. Right and left, straight she went. She stopped in front of the hall’s entrance and gasped air. After a moment she opened the entrance with both of her hands.

“Amakusa Akira,” She said softly before a deep breath.

Every single eye there was looking at her but most of all he was looking at her, blurred.

“Can I talk to you for a moment?” Kairi said smoothly after a few normal breaths.

“But, I am...” He could not continue.

“Please,” Kairi cut his word. She knew because it was always like that. He often avoided her. Akira didn’t look so sure. He looked at his friends.

“Please, Akira. Just for a minute,” Kairi begged.

Akira sighed and nodded. His friends slowly walked away, leaving them alone. Kairi looked at Akira’s face till all of them were away. She knew he must be uncomfortable.

“What is it?” Akira asked, sounded annoyed.

“I’m sorry,” Kairi said, looked down.

“I want to thank you for the notes that you give me last month. It’s really help,” Kairi started.

“Hrmm..., you are going to Todai, right?” Kairi asked. Now, she was unsure even though she was really confident last night. She didn’t know whether she should say it or not.

Akira didn’t say a word but he nodded.

“Congratulation, I didn’t get any university yet,” Kairi tried to laugh but it was obviously fake. Why it’s getting harder? Her sight had blurred. A clear crystal bubble appeared at the side of her eyes, waiting to fall.

“Hrmm... that’s all, I guess. Good bye,” Kairi said in a very soft and almost trembling voice. She quickly walked away from that place. She should expect this from the beginning. She didn’t have that courage to tell him how she felt towards him; how long had she adore him. All she could do was watching him from far, talking to him just for work, nothing more. Why can’t she hate him? Why it was always like this for every time? Kairi, you are stupid. But, even if she tells him, he will never accept her. He will never like her like she likes him. Never! She took her cellphone out and delete his number and email. There were something salty entered her mouth but she didn’t care. All she got to do now was run.

Todai = Tokyo University

It's the third best Uni in Asia and 22nd in the world but of course the best in Japan for 2009. I'm lying if I say the story is not related to me. But well, just let it be one of my normal creativity ~~(should I call it like that)~~. There a theme song for the story! Mou sukoshi.

Fail~

2010-02-13T19:12:00.000-08:00

I try to complete all assignments yesterday but I fail~...haha...I want to play game~ I'm waiting for the The Sims...^^ I want to play the sims!! and make a house for me... alone...no mood for writing anymore...T__T maybe I'll write later...anyway today is Valentines and I don't have any partner for valentines also...huwaa~~ actually never have..... I'm 19 and I'm getting old...OMG!!

I'll try to search for the sims for pc...tell me if you have one or you found one~

Wish List

2010-02-12T19:26:00.000-08:00

I wish I can write about him everyday here in my blog and he read it...
I wish I can filled back my account to 4 digits
I wish I can meet all the oddies and have a very big eating ceremony
I wish I never hate anyone and no one hate me either
I wish I have someone that I can love with my full heart
I wish I can believe in the first-sight love
I wish I can tell him how much I like him
I wish I never has any enemy
I wish my imagination is so strong that it can control my life
I wish my family is rich and so do I
I wish I can memorize things easily (photographic memory)
I wish life is easy
I wish he likes me just the way I like him
I wish I can eat any thing that I want without thinking of the effects
I wish he pick up my call and reply my messages
I wish I could be a better girl with a pure heart
I wish I could love everyone
I wish everyone pay more attention to me and what I say
I wish someone love me secretly (I'm sure there is none)
I wish I have nothing to wish for
I wish all my wishes will some trues

21 is my lucky number...^^ 5 also is my lucky number but I like 21 better.... I'm sure minna has their own wish too... Let's pray together that it'll become reality.... sometimes, I think no matter how hard I work, it'll never come true...so better give up but sometimes I tend to believe in miracle...Miracle could happen....although it never happen to me...maybe it had happened by I didn't notice it...maybe....I should believe in myself more...or shouldn't I? LBNL, Happy CNY and valentines, minna!! Minna daisuki!!

story in drawing

2010-02-10T10:36:00.000-08:00

Draw a lot of things here. Most all of the drawing has its own story... But I'll never tell you...^^ Only certain people know...

I'm not good in drawing Patrick so the girl up there is me crying because of my inability in drawing Patrick...huhuu~ Don't ask me about that boy...cause I'll never tell also..hihii

Something that I did yesterday...means 10th February...hihii~

So, that's all~ it's 2.35am and I don't know why I don't feel sleepy...maybe because of the nescafe that I bought...hrmm.... but I drink only quarter of the can...hrmm...whatever~

Caffeine

2010-02-02T12:32:00.000-08:00

I can't sleep tonight and I blame the caffeine...yeah~ It's 4.30am and I don't think I'll sleep... Hrmm.... life getting more hectic than normal...not the normal busy day anymore but more than that....Noooo! No more life for me~ I'm sorry Yabu that I didn't even remember your birthday...huhuuu~~ Bye for me now~ no good night for now...

Gathering

2010-01-27T17:25:00.000-08:00

I'll have a small gathering next week... hrmm.. but somehow I don't feel really happy... I don't know why... It feels different to meet people that you haven't meet for a long time... So yeah~ it is weird...

I never attend any gathering before...so it's completely unfamiliar for me. Haish~ Hopung that someone that I really close attend the gathering.

This week is quite a busy but also leisure at the same time....

^._.^

2010-01-21T09:59:00.000-08:00

When a cat mad, it still miow. Why?

Because cats love peace but they hate intruder.

Cats may try to scratch you with their sharp claws but it's not their real intention. They just want you to scare you so you go away but if you still don't leave then they'll hurt you.

Cats are loyal creature.Cats don't believe in people easily but when they start loving a person, they'll love them forever despite whatever that person has done to them.

Cats sometimes get annoyed by the spoiled but most of the times they love attention. They'll come to you when they need it.

Cats listen although they don't understand. They are the best thing if you want to expess yourself and you don't want anyone know about it.

Cats play when their kids just like human and act calmly when they are adult.

Cats are loving and caring. Sometimes they'll sit right beside you when the sun is rising. They don't want to wake you up but they hope you will.

Cats are smart. They figure out things easily like how to steal fried fish in a bowl with a lid. They'll push the bowl off the table and Boom! The fish goes in right into their mouth.

This is all from me as a cat.

NO

2010-01-13T08:44:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, I don't know what to update today so if there are some things that I mention after this are stupid, please ignore it. I hate my stupidity when it come to typing especially typo.

This week started with something that I never expected which I would not mention in this blog. Wow! I'm not that insane yet. But hey! Every cloud had a silver lining (Artemis Fowl, The Eternity Code). I hope I get this right this time. Then, every night become bored, nothing to do - no internet connection as usual. Life changes rapidly in less than a week The schedule change and yeah, maybe it better.

I don't make much writing as I usually do now. It's not that I do more writing before this but I actually miss the time where I was typing my fanfic, thinking about new idea. However, I can't think of anything now. I can't~ It's like I have lost the ability to think. It's like someone already take my brain out of my skull. (hyperbole) In a simpler words, I have no brain now.

Forget to mention that my blog has died since a long time ago but I never care because I know no one care.

Tagged by Yuki

2009-12-31T07:26:00.000-08:00

Rules

FIRST
If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question.

SECOND
Tag eight sexy people. And if you're not tagged and you want to do it, then do!

Tagged by Yuki

Favourite song right now?
Ai nante - Tegoshi Yuya
Hikari - Elisa
According to You - Orrianthi

Last album you bought/downloaded?
none

Last movie you watched? Did you like it?
Storm Warriors II...yeah ...and I named the character with my classmates' names

Three things that are super-annoying at the moment?
1. no one online
2. even there is someone online, they don't even bother to talk to me
3. can't celebrate new year

Things you're excited for next year:
1 - Drama
2 - My birthday
3 - Muet result
4 - Degree (hopefully)
5 - Bloody Monday Season 2
6 - Celebration for 2011

3 things you can reach with your hand right now besides the computer (no cheating!)
1 - An iron
2 - My Phone
3 - My mp3

What's really scary?:
When I open my eyes, I know that I'm alone...

lucky_chamy asked
When do you realize that you're in love?
When I tease him/her a lot and I tell everything to her/him

That's all....Now, I tag every person who read this blog...haha...you know who you are...hehe

What I do when no internet

2009-12-31T07:15:00.001-08:00

31st December 2009

Today is the last day of the year 2009…. Now is 7.54 pm and up until now, there is nothing special that I done for today….celebrate? Naa~ My family is not the type that celebrate this kind of thing… As usual, I write this because of the lost of the internet connection. It's become a routine for me now to write diary when the internet is gone because there is nothing I can do except for typing.

Still, the messengers are working and so do the torrent and it is not that miserable…isn't it? At least I know that someone already comment my note on facebook and when the torrent is still working, means the chance to finish the downloads by tonight is possible. I'm bored and a bit hungry although I already eat this evening. It's has become a habit to eat the lunch late and no dinner.

o_0" I greet papa at msn…hehe…because I'm bored…the connection is weird….how come I still can use the messenger but can't open the website…I don't know….it's happen lots of times.

There are conflicts between oddies and oddies know it… maybe papa is right, someone still open our links but someone doesn't want to response… Papa and I are talking about it…I have decided that this time I'll post it in my blog…no more password protected…wait! Only this post! Other will be password protected….hahaha

Am I that desperate? I don't know this question refers to who. Either to that someone or to the other someone or even to my family or to my bestie or to my classmates or even to my cats. I don't know. Maybe, I want the attention too much. I didn't aware that I made others hate me, annoy maybe even loathe me. Maybe I should stop acting like this. Maybe I should return to my old self; introvert, just talk to certain people, no boys, just fandom, and especially NO Facebook. Talking about Facebook, I hate quizzes that say I'm too picky! I'm not…

Papa want to kick me! Argh~ *run away* hihi…I can't forget him now and didn't even try to forget him… I let the feeling conquer me… because actually I afraid that I'll hurt more if I try to distance myself from him…So, I let it be…maybe it will fade away or maybe it'll become stronger… I don't care and I don't want to control it… ^^

It's less than 3 hours from new year… As I mention before no special thing happen and no celebration. It's just like other days and just a sign that I'll have to go through more hurting experiences. That's all from me.

The last Day

2009-12-30T19:57:00.000-08:00

Yeah, today is the last day for 2009....but I don't feel particularly special....For my family, it's just one of the normal day. So, I feel nothing. I may celebrate the countdown online or in my dream....XD I spend my morning today with fb-ing and reading back all my post in this blog.... and I found my poem which is not really a poem...I mean not a good one.... The title is Please Don't

If you don't care about me please don't act like you care....
If you don't like me please don't act like you like me
If you don't feel like talking to me please don't talk....

Why?
Why you care when I walk under the rain?
Why you eat my chocolate when I can't finish it?
Why you tease me in front of all the boys?
Why you pat the cat that I'm holding?
Why you came to me while you're on phone?

I know you have someone else and I'm nothing to you
but why I feel happy when you did those things to me
and sad when I realize that I'm nothing to you

Please don't treat me like this
why you do this while I'm trying to distance myself from you?
I know that you know that I like you
so please

I try to search for someone else
But I can't forget you
so please

Please, I beg you
Please don't

It's for someone from last sem...^^ only certain people know...hahaha...which that someone will never ever read it... Duh..~ what should I do today? nothing...I'll treat today just like the normal day....anyway...Happy New Year everyone!

Tag Game from Lui Lui

2009-12-30T04:55:00.000-08:00

Lui Lui tags me and here I am playing with it....^^

1. Name : Nur Khairunnisa

2. Birthday : 21/09/1991

3. Who tagged you : Lui Lui

4. Name 5 of your best friend : Oddies! <--count as 5.

5. What do you want for your bday present : a new phone

6. Happiest thing you have gone through recently : chatting with my friends

7. Recent pressure : my Grandma

8. Ambition : To be an Eigo Sensei

9. Do you have a lover : No

10. Will you look for your teachers during an alumni association : No, I dislike most of my teachers....Sorry~

11. Who makes you happy during an outing : Friends and eating

12. If 2 of your friends are arguing : I'll be at one side.

13. Where do you want to go with your lover : A place where he want to go

14. What do you want to do during Christmas : sleeping...tired

15. Who do you want to celebrate christmas with : Friends, my family don't celebrate Christmas

16. Do you have the excitement of waking up : usually no...

17. How many siblings do you have : 4

18. Which song u like the most (female) : Hikari - Elisa

19. Which song u like the most (male) : Ai Nante - Tegoshi Yuya

20. What colour do you like : Baby Blue

21. Will you flush before use the toilet : No, I will flush after using

22. Do you love me : yeah!

23. Do you like male or female : Male...I'm straight

24. Shout out loud : Don't make me feel stupid waiting!!

25. Dare to go for a pee at midnight : Yup,

26. Will you take off ur pants when you're peeing : of course, I don't wear any diaper

27. Who are supposed to be whacked ? : someone that I'm waiting for

28. What are you crazy of recently : money

29. How is your sleeping look : hugging my Kotabubu

30. What time is it : 8.49pm

31. Do you dislike the person who got you tagged : No,

32. Your weight : 43 kg...I know...I'm heavy~

33. Weather : it's night n I don't care about the weather

34. Are you pregnant : No

35. Add a colour into rainbow : baby blue

36. Do you think friendship is true-hearted : yeah but I also believe that time can fade it away

37. Do you know spring : Yeah

38. Who do you like in TVXQ : Micky

39. List out 5 of your flaws :
1)spoiler
2)love to act like a child
3)clumsy
4)easily moody
5)think too much

Additional questions:
40. List out 2 sentences you like :
1)I'll be waiting
2)Bye!

41. What do you like to eat : egg but not boiled egg
42. You pray to god for : my degree
43. Brands you prefer : Don't have any

Done! People that I tagged is the people who read this blog....^^

Kowaii not kawaii

2009-12-29T17:55:00.000-08:00

My dad wake us up at 6 am telling that my grandma was critical....We arrived Hospital at 8 but I can only see my grandma at 12.30 after she was sent to the normal wad. She act like a child and that make me scare. she is not the grandma that I know....we just meet last week but this time she's different. Kowaii..~~ seriously....

I don't know how to describe her act....haish~ well, at least she's at the hospital now....I'll be worrier if she is at my cousin's house.....that's all for now...^^

How to comment in Neko's blog...^^

2009-12-27T19:33:00.000-08:00

That's all...

Fiction

2009-12-26T05:22:00.001-08:00

This is a fiction that I made while I was showering just now.....don't worry...it's short....
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Today is the day you have your wedding. It reminds me of how we meet before. I came to a wedding ceremony and I saw you greeted the guests. It was the first time I saw you. It was your brother wedding and you looked so busy. As usual, I ate the food and after that, my father and your father had a chat. I was there standing and listening. Then, your father called you and introduced you to me. We left our fathers so we didn’t disturb them talking about work. You said sorry about your father suddenly asked you to bring me away. You said that your father always do that, he want you to marry fast. I giggled. You told me that you had someone that you like now but you still didn’t sure about her feeling. That’s why you didn’t tell your father about it. I told you that the person I like already with someone else so I didn’t care. I even offer my help to you. Fortunately, the person you like is one of my friends. I helped you and now, here you are sitting with the girl. I down here just watch you from far. Now, I don’t know why I’m hurting. I regret what I did for you because I just realize that I love you.

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See, it's short. Remind you that this is just a fiction not my real life or something but if it related to you...I'm sorry...

waiting in rain

2009-12-26T02:36:00.000-08:00

It's raining now...and I'm bored...Recently, I could not online that long to post in my blog and even chatting...I miss that time...really miss it....gomen ne~~

I'm waiting for those to online....so that we can chat and talk again just like we use to be...I hope....Sorry, if I change....sorry if I made you mad....sorry if I done nothing....sorry....i don't know if you even read this...you use to read it...maybe now, you don't even bother to click on the link....sorry...

I don't know whether I try to run or you are the one purposely futher yourself from me....You may thought I don't care but the truth is I care....I care so much....maybe it's better no...maybe~~

I hate being hate but that's happen a lots since I was in high school and usually the person who I close at first is not my real friend means after that we will never ever talk to each other even though we used to be like a twins before.... I change bestfriends every year depends on who is my classmates... and it's continue even now.... I don't want it to be like that but... it's happen already....may be it's better for me...may be for you too... most friends are better off without me....

Still, I'm waiting~

laugh

2009-12-03T02:53:00.000-08:00

I come late to class today...Yay!! and I feel like sick too today...well, having a flu...and yesterday I have the headache....but today is still a hooray!!

I just read Hikaru's jumpaper...It's fun altough it's 28 pages long.....XDD seriously... read it...

Well rather than make a pillory, I have something to say which is, although you said not to play my bass topless, that time my body and heart was really at its hottest! (laugh)

Really! I’m serious! (laugh)

That can’t be helped

Hikaru?? What are you thinking that time?? XDD he has a high imagination I think... Well, he didn't comment much on Yabu because he scare of what will Yabu reply to him....XDD kawaii deshou~...

You can get it here...if you want to read....

Today is 3rd December and I'm late to wish Hikaru.....I didn't even wish my little sister who has the same birthday as Hikaru...<-- Lucky~....

Yabu' stageplay will start lesser then 10 days....Good luck Yabu....I wish I could watch it....but I watch Natrah instead...XDD

Somebody, can you give me idea on what I should wear during the Natrah.... People say we need to wear something very formal.....So, I have to wear a formal clothes but cute and attracting....That's all for today...Bye2..

Mind

2009-12-01T05:27:00.000-08:00

I have an empty mind now..... Yesterday was Chinen's birthday and I could not do anything for him.....Duhh~~ I should create a fan fiction but it ended up only finished half......haish~~ Real life is so cruel.... Thing always go as not as what we plan...So not fair....

I want money~~ Really!! I want it...... I want HSJ photobook.....snow prince limited cd......dresses.....and lots more....why I don't have it.... well, maybe it doesn't bother others but it bothers me so much....and what if I fail my current course....should I change....start back to the SPM level after almost two years waiting and learning....
I keep thinking about it....the result of Muet will be out in middle of January and what if I fail to pass the terms to pursue dergree in TESL.....

People always say don't worry...You sure pass but what if I not... People always say that for the sake of comforting.....I understand that they don't have any other choice.....what can they say....and I can't stop worrying....Am I regret? Yeah~ maybe .... but I don't know how harder I can work....

I really want that snow prince cd but I just didn't have the money...I already order at cdjapan but with what I should pay it....I always wonder why I always have this hectic life...well, maybe it not that bad yet...it'll become worse if I have a heart disease....much more worse if my parents die....and lots more worse things could happen....I should be grateful....I really should....enjoy what I have now.....before it gone....

2nd Season?

2009-11-25T08:31:00.000-08:00

Bloody Monday second season had been confirmed....Woot!! I like it...XDD I love to see miura haruma again although I still didn't finish with Binbo Danshi and Samurai High School...XDD Who care? I just like his character in Bloody Monday better....Source from Tokyograph...XDD

Great!! Yamada in drama again as everyone expected....but still no HSJ single....so great...yeah~

No more to post..Only that~

Kami?

2009-11-23T05:36:00.000-08:00

XDDD it's actually refer to my new hair...and a hot guy that I meet yesterday....Oddies, if you wanna see it, here. Papa and Jisan already see it...XDD I take this pic by webcam n it's a private pic...Please don't see

There is something bothering me now.....The speed of the internet...Can it be faster?? T__T Well, I'm lucky that I still can post in this blog....but still it's a burden for me to download great stuff.....Onegai!! Be faster....huhu~~

Princess Seira episode 5 already out...hihihihi....but where is the part 2?? Haish...~~ Still not load...LOL!! wait an hour...Ohh! Okay...XDD because the intenet speed is too slow so I can never finish part 1 in an hour so let's just wait...

Thanks Haziq, for informing about the sales thingy....because I really want to shop...T__T..though no money....Haish~~ Need to save ....I eat a lot these days....why?? I don't know....If my weight increase, please don't ask why....Okay?

HSJ's board?

2009-11-20T11:10:00.000-08:00

Konbanwa Minna,

I'm Neko, and today I would like to say that my soft board already been decorated with HSJ picture....I could say it's a real picture because I take the visualisation from Myojo June...^^ but I like it....Later, Maybe I'll borrow 'someone's' camera to take a picture of it. Then, I could show it to you...^^

Today is my first day to wear eyeliner to class....Atie helps me actually she is the one who force me to wear it *hide* and thanks for that...At first, I think it's okay but then I think it's scary...XDD but I'm just fine with it...

I didn't call my parents yet although I really want to...T__T ...maybe tomorrow....At least I want to outing in Sunday to take back my contact lens which I left at home...I want to wear it so much because I curious how will I look in that coloured contact lens....kihkihkih..

I'm afraid that I could not do best in my listening and speaking first assignment...Everyone already think of something that they want to do but I do not...T__T I so afraid that I blurr until the real assignment...I already did bad in my MUET writing paper...I'm so afraid that I'll do that for the second time....I think my brain needs some kind of vitamin...haish~....I scare to receive the result of MUET in middle of January...I already get a bad result for my CGPA and what if my MUET result is the same... Where should I go??? I don't want to change course although my heart doesn't really love this course but I try my best to like....I didn't lie about that....I try my best to like this course and anything that related to it like the lecturers, classmates, books, and the environment....I know that I didn't try hard enough to get A's in the subject but at least I try to like it...

I miss my cats...and I'm serious about it...I'm crying badly while watching that Mari's puppy video and it reminds me of my cats so much...I hope the kittens just fine...^^ because Yabu likes kittens and so do I....XDD

Ja~

Team Batista SP The silent of nightingale~ HQ

2009-11-14T01:42:00.000-08:00

I found the raw in d-addict. So, I just want to share the direct download link to you..^^ ~~wondering if I even have a reader~~.. However, I didn't upload to Mediafire....Sorry...It hates me now...T__T Megaupload never likes me...So, I have found a new buddy, Hotfile....Hope it'll be okay....

If you want the torrent, it's here.

Download: 1, 2

Please let me know if the links is not working...I'll try fix it...If somebody is willing to upload this in other host...it'll be much pleasure...^^

Duet 2009

2009-11-10T17:17:00.000-08:00

Duet January MF/HF

Duet February MF/HF

March MF/HF

April MF/HF

May MF/HF

June MF/HF

July MF/HF

August MF/HF

September MF/HF

October MF/HF

November MF/HT

December MF/HT

I have completed mine...Now, it's your turn..^^

The Elixir and The Stone

2009-11-07T21:54:00.000-08:00

The Elixir and The Stone is the tittle of the new novel that I buy....XDDD I want it because it's seems so nice~~
It's about the history of magic and how christianity and science conquer Romes which at that time full of magicians, sorcerers, dream-intrepreter and others.....I only read until page 18...XDD getting bored really fast because it's doesn't have any dialog....really like a facts book although the real fact that it's a novel....

The reason I buy it because I want it as the reference of my upcoming fanfic....I never work this hard for a fanfic before....Usually, I write for the sake of fun and once i started it, it's for the sake of finishing it....This time, I'll try to make a more smooth plot and no confuse among the readers....

Yesterday I found an encyclopedia of fantasy named the people of light....I feel like buying it but I was in dilemma between a book which I want to buy for my little brother...Lastly, I buy a bedtime stories book for my little brother...T__T

I continued watching Binbo Danshi today...Anyway, Papa~ Good luck in any of your decision...^^